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As I type this out,tears are rolling down my cheeks..I just found out something ..I feel crushed ..disappointed ..I've been disappointed too many times ..but this is the worse of them all..I've given it my best ..But maybe I 'm just not good enough..I'm sure you have no idea wat I'm talking abt but let me tell you tis ..I really cannot bear anymore disappointment..If I have to..I dunno wat I'll do...