sometimes i can't help but wonder

i can't sleep. my head is hurts. my everywhere hurts. crap. tonight is going to be another sleepless night.just like many nights before, with me lying face up in my bed wide awake.

i'm worried.I know you're pissed off.its not that i planned to lose my voice. it just happened. i've tried all kinds of things. drinking water, eating honey and even not talking. but nothing seems to work. the thing is this wednesday right? i guess you guys have to do it without me.):

but no worries i'll be there to watch. (: