just got back from steph's place. belle, ruby, elaina, nic,shah, broc were also there. helped out with zany stuff. and also painted out my briefcase! its black and there are the words 'MR LAWYER' on the front. so cool.haha. i'm a lawyer for tmr! (you might have already guessed.) so i'm gonna wear black pants and white buttoned shirt and also a black tie. i think the pants are prob gonna be skinnies cause i can't find any other black pants. steph's place is nice! and so are her parents! (: the chicken was spicy but good. it was nice and fun to be surrounded by them. we were laughing half the time. i borrowed a nice black tie from steph's dad!(: thanks uncle.
left her place at abt 7. 30. walked with broc to the mrt and took the train back home.
this past few days have been pretty un-eventful. except for certain revelations that were made to me. i dont know why. but i'm not shocked or anything. i hope you wont feel awkward around me. cause yknow i'm still e same. wont treat you any differently cause of this.
my heart has been quite heavy.i'm so worried for my grandma till i can't think straight. all i want to do is be by her side. i want to hold her hand tell her that it'll be okay. i see her suffering and the pain she goes through just kills me inside. i miss her so much. when the nurses treat her, she screams out in pain. the words barely audible. 'i want to go home,' she told me,'my body can't take it. let me die.'i want to take away all your pain. i wish i was the one suffering. her body is so frail, the hospital bed looks too big for her. i want to tell them to stop.
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
i wish i was the one dying.
left her place at abt 7. 30. walked with broc to the mrt and took the train back home.
this past few days have been pretty un-eventful. except for certain revelations that were made to me. i dont know why. but i'm not shocked or anything. i hope you wont feel awkward around me. cause yknow i'm still e same. wont treat you any differently cause of this.
my heart has been quite heavy.i'm so worried for my grandma till i can't think straight. all i want to do is be by her side. i want to hold her hand tell her that it'll be okay. i see her suffering and the pain she goes through just kills me inside. i miss her so much. when the nurses treat her, she screams out in pain. the words barely audible. 'i want to go home,' she told me,'my body can't take it. let me die.'i want to take away all your pain. i wish i was the one suffering. her body is so frail, the hospital bed looks too big for her. i want to tell them to stop.
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
i wish i was the one dying.
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