i got to feel first hand how work would be later on in real life. you'd do all you could do to make something you thought was worthy and to be proud of. something you believe that would impress those 'atas' people. but yet, the effort goes unappreciated with some of them laughing at you and dismissing it as pure rubbish, then proceeding on to tell you to get some other people who are better at ''it' to help you do it instead.

my late night was wasted. thanks babe for helping me through. at least you were there.

save me from myself tonight.