times like this, when everything seems so low and i feel so fucking hopeless. i wish so hard for someone who could read my mind, who could somehow understand how i feel now. cause even she can't seem to read me, even she seems like a stranger sometimes. and i don't speak for fear of revealing too much and yet i want someone to just understand. simply know without me saying anything and tell me that 'hey don't worry. everything's gonna be alright. you know that whatever happens you've still got me.' what if that one person you thought you knew like the back of your hand suddenly feels like a stranger. do you let go or pretend and carry on?