the only trouble with loving passionately is that when it hurts, it hurts 'passionately' too. i walk away from you, feeling like a hole has been ripped out from my chest and all that's left is an empty space where my heart used to be. i see traces of you wherever i go, each and everyone of them, reminding me of the memories we had, of the great person you are. it's like an out of body experience, i see and it triggers this flood of emotions and it's like i'm walking through the memories as though they are happening as i feel them. and then reality grips me, and i fall through, realization hits, and i'm back where i started, without you. yet, i can't bring myself to call you. Cause as selfish as it is, i want you to call, to show me that you are in as deep as i am, that maybe you need me more than i need you. i don't want to be the weaker one. i'm gonna hold it together though deep down i know that soon i'll fall apart.