so bored

i am so bored mann.i got nothing to do.I'm practically stoning. i'm so nervous for training tmr. Its gonna be hell . But i'm kind of hoping that it'll be as slack as last training. the one when ms lee was absent . but FAT CHANCE . aiyah . I'm so gonna die . but wadeva i'll give my best . thats for sure . during the last training before the holidays ..ms lee said that she'll be cutting us from 23 to 16..(if i'm not wrong) i was like shit mann ....she's gonna judge us base on the holiday trainings.. .how the hell am i gonna go up against these strong players around me? sheesh ..from now on its gonna be TOUGH...REALLI TOUGH. ..anyway ..i gotta go visit my grandma at the hospital and also mentally prepare myself for tmr .....XD...