trying to make yourself more distant from me
is doing more damage than good.
it kills me to see the way we are.
now everytime we talk.
you seem as though like you're uncomfortable.
and it seems as though like you were holding back
your thoughts and your opinions.

i'm still the same though.
the same person you were with at obs.
the same dumbo that constantly likes to irritate you.
shit lah.
i hate this.
I want things to be the way it was before.
Before all this.
before that girl told me that 'thing'
rest assured. i don't believe her.
I never did.