so today had gp paper. to be honest i was really tempted to not go for it but instead take an mc. so as to be able to see my mum off to Bali. i finally realised that i'm a big baby. when my mum came home from school to get ready to go to the airport i went into the room to say bye to her cause i was gg to leave for school. after i salam her, i could feel tears well up in my eyes. i just dont want her to leave. :( i even turned back and asked her again whether i could skip school to send her, sadly she said no. :( throughout the paper, my mind just couldnt help wondering whether she has reached and whether she's okay. i miss mama.