though we've not spoken for a long time despite actually texting and telling each other that we would, its amazing how i can look at you from afar and actually know exactly what's going on in your life. its funny how you're so transparent especially in my eyes. its difficult for me to remain nonchalant. its tiring for me to pretend to not care and to not know you. its almost impossible for me to keep a distance cause i know you're not exactly who you portray yourself to be. you're more than that. you mean more to me than i let on.

the other day the teacher said UNSEEN, and god, that sparked a flood of memories.