so far from where we started
so far from what we wanted

its like i'm taking care of a toddler. anything can set her off into one of her tantrums. she'll pull this long face, pout and it makes me come crawling back to her. every shred of my dignity torn and gone, my strong angry front crumbles. its the same everytime. she knows she's got me wrapped around her finger, her every word is my command. i'll readily jump off a cliff if she tells me too. now its one of the times. she's pissed off cause i decided to plug in my earphones. there she goes again. i'm tired , making her happy and pacifying her when she's not. but it happens time and time again