and so i just got back from the ctc camp. which was honest to say, a mind blowing torture. though some parts of it mostly it was like a bootcamp. 'ten secs to reach the hall.' '15 mins to eat your lunch.' but all in all, i guess it was fine. we had a bbq to end the camp. it was shocking cause we kinda expected another pt or another form of torture.

i'm feeling super tired though i slept for almost 13 hrs last night. ctc camp really knocked me out. the only work that i did today was only graphing techniques 2 assignment. then i have to go and do my notes for graphing tech 1. and also not forgetting my pi draft. PE tmr will suck. and i'm thinking of ways to escape from it. cause my knees and ankles are still aching from the intense walking and running.

i hate how obsessed you are with work. ok maybe that's not what i mean. it's just that it just amplifies and further stresses how incompetent i am when compared with someone as efficient and work orinentated as you. and somehow all we ever talk abt is work. words are nothing without action. and sometimes i feel that you're simply saying it and never showing it. its not that i always want you here with me, its just that i feel so dumb cause i'm not 'work.' get it? i'm not telling you to ignore your work. i mean we both know how important it is right? but i'm just saying dont let it run your life. there's got to be more to life than just work right?

work, play, laugh, love.

6:12 pm 19/04