treating my wound with some strawberry yoghurt, one dose of 'i dont give a fuck' and a huge serving of denial.

the seasons are changing and i guess people do too. when the signs are showing , does one react appropriately or does one hold on, with much hope that the situation would change for the better? 'just give it some time, things might change.' i've heard many ppl say that, and i guess till now i have actually taken that advice. but now things seem to be changing. and it breaks my heart to say this, but i truly think that we're coming to an end. soon. i've come to realise that it should have ended a long time ago, i just didnt have the guts to face it. i'm a fucking coward. truly i am. she's become a part of me and to end this would mean that part of my life would be erased. my heart, mind and soul are rejecting this information but the more i think abt it, the more i've come to see the light. i saw the changes but all i did was stand back and watch, so i guess now i have to watch helplessly as the chips fall where they may.

prepared for the heartbreak of the century.