it felt so real. i could feel the blood rushing to my ears. i could feel my knees weaken. and i could almost feel myself falling. you were going to leave. on a jet plane. to some unknown place. and i had it in my mind that you weren't coming back. the airport somehow became so large. probably magnified by my panic. the travelators seemed to be moving in the opposite direction. random people kept coming up to me. both trying to stop me from finding you. is that how its going to be? at the end of it all, i found a spot and sat down. you called to say goodbye.

then i woke up in cold sweat. tears flowing.