sometimes i wish i hadn't always been so good. so logical. constantly trying my best to satsify and make everyone else happy. cause honestly i'm tired. i look back and think that i dint had much of a teenage life. i was most of the time caught up in my own world. but it aint anyone's fault. JUST MINE. i wish i had been more rebellious, i wish i had the guts to do things ppl thought was shitty crazy. and i wish i was everything i wasnt.

cause they look at you. at one glance, they judge and label. cause truth be told, they got nothing on me. i' m not who they think i am. but yknow what. fuck. i'm not who i think i am. though i know who i am. i fucking hate ppl who judge. cause they know nothing.

they judge and label cause they would never believe that such a friendship would ever exist.

i know who i am. and i stay true to it.

It's two a.m.

Feelin' like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know it's not easy,

Easy for me.

It's two a.m.

Feelin' like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know this ain't easy,

Easy for me.

25 april '09