to be honest, i dont really have much to say now. i'm here alone in my room. waiting for her to call me before she sets off. gone for 12 days. call me a sissy, i dont think i can take it with her gone for so long. okay to say the truth, she has been gone for even longer periods than this. like that one time when she went to US for like 1 month. i almost went crazy missing her :( but that's years ago, hopefully i'll be better this time around. and on a brighter note, she'd only be away for 12 days JUST 12 days. i'll be fine. at least i hope i would be.

i can only imagine how it would be for us when we go to separate universities. i mean the ideal case would be for us both to study locally. maybe even attend the same university. okay now that would be perfect. but a part of me tells me that's highly unlikely, seeing that she's a genius and would probably be whisked off to where all the geniuses are. sigh. all i want is for her to be happy. I don't want anything but that. if she's happy, then i'm happy.

12 days pass quickly please. i just want her back :'(